beberapa hari telah berlalu

hari yang membuatkan aku rasa tak menentu

seperti tiada hala tuju

ya, aku ada masalah

dengan kawan sekolah

perangai yang mengalahkan budak sekolah rendah

eiii, apalah!

terasa diri ini disakiti

rasa perit di dalam hati

memang sukar diubati

untuk mencari ketenangan diri

aku ingin bersendiri

di tempat yang sunyi sepi

namun, tempat itu sukar dicari

ketenangan jiwa yang hakiki juga belum ditemui

ah! sudah banyak kali aku cuba

tetapi gagal juga

bilakah aku akan berjumpa dengannya?

aku yakin.. lambat laun aku pasti akan menemuinya jua

tolong doakan, ya!

- Budak yang berotak serabut + ole-ole cuti sekolah = bertambah2 serabutnya.. T_T -

Assalamu'alaikum warahmatullah!^^

Apabila ditanya, kenapa buat blog?
Sebenarnya, selain melukis, main kucing, saya juga suka menulis.
Sebab saya seringkali menelaah, mentadabbur kehidupan saya sendiri.
Saya gemar memikirkan hikmah yang terselit di sebalik setiap kejadian.
Saya juga sebenarnya dalam diam-diam, suka memerhati orang sekeliling.
Kemudian, mentadabbur mereka pula. ;)

Disebabkan terlalu gemar berfikir, terasa sesak dada sekiranya tidak dikongsi apa yang saya dapat daripada tadabbur saya..Tetapi saya juga tidaklah suka sangat berkongsi dengan orang. Kerana khuatir mereka tidak berminat mendengar cerita saya. Dan mungkin juga kerana saya lebih suka pendam.
Lalu, blog ini dipilih sebagai ruang untuk mengabadikan suara hati saya.

Dan juga, ruang untuk menyimpan memori-memori lalu.
Kadang, kita lupa kita yang dahulu bagaimana orangnya.
Kita lupa, logam-logam masa silam kita. Dek kerana terlampau merendah diri.
Ruang inilah medan untuk kucari semula logam-logam yang telah kabur dan semakin hilang.

In the year of 2011, Miko & Miki came into Mahfuzah's life as their owner had given them to her. Their presence had brought happiness to the family. It was their first experience to have such active kitties. Mahfuzah took a good care of the two kitties until then, in the month of November 2012, Miki went missing. The absence of Miki was never known by anyone. They thought that maybe it's time for her to go away to meet her Creator or she was taken by someone. Since that, Miko lived all by herself.


Years passed. Miko grew as the only cat in the family. She never pregnant since the past 2 years so she never had kittens and the family never get new members in their family but they don't care much about it. Having Miko in their life is the most precious gift that Allah have ever granted. They are grateful that Miko is still breathing and stayed with them for 4 years. They wished that Miko could stay with them longer. As longer as she can. Biiznillah.

On twenty second of May 2016, was the day Mahfuzah lost her dearest cat, Miko. It did hurt her a lot but she remembered that Allah had said; every soul shall taste death. It is time for Miko to meet her Creator. And so do Mahfuzah herself..soon.