Bismillahirahmanirahim

Assalamu'alaikum

Hubungan kita...

semakin hari

semakin renggang.

Kenapa..eh?

Sebab

Kita dah tak sama kelas?

Mungkin itu sebabnya

Agak sedih

Bila kawan yang paling rapat dulu dah macam tak kenal siapa diri ni

Eh, bukan. Bukan tak kenal.. teruk sangat tu.

Macam kita ni.. dulu tak pernah rapat.

Langsung.

Mungkin awak tak tahu perasaan sebenar saya

Sebabnya..

Saya tak nak tunjuk

Tingkah laku saya seolah-olah saya macam tak kisah

Tapi sebenarnya lain

Saya kisah.

Saya sangat kisah pasal hal ni.

Saya cuba..

Berlagak macam kita ni still rapat, serasi macam dulu, ke mana2 pun kita akan bersama

Sebab
Saya tak nak hubungan kita setakat ni

Saya tak nak awak lupakan saya

Saya tak nak hubungan kita renggang

Saya tak nak kenangan kita bersama hanya semasa kita di tingkatan satu

Saya tak nak..
kehilangan kawan2 saya!

Saya nak kita jadi macam dulu

Assalamu'alaikum warahmatullah!^^

Apabila ditanya, kenapa buat blog?
Sebenarnya, selain melukis, main kucing, saya juga suka menulis.
Sebab saya seringkali menelaah, mentadabbur kehidupan saya sendiri.
Saya gemar memikirkan hikmah yang terselit di sebalik setiap kejadian.
Saya juga sebenarnya dalam diam-diam, suka memerhati orang sekeliling.
Kemudian, mentadabbur mereka pula. ;)

Disebabkan terlalu gemar berfikir, terasa sesak dada sekiranya tidak dikongsi apa yang saya dapat daripada tadabbur saya..Tetapi saya juga tidaklah suka sangat berkongsi dengan orang. Kerana khuatir mereka tidak berminat mendengar cerita saya. Dan mungkin juga kerana saya lebih suka pendam.
Lalu, blog ini dipilih sebagai ruang untuk mengabadikan suara hati saya.

Dan juga, ruang untuk menyimpan memori-memori lalu.
Kadang, kita lupa kita yang dahulu bagaimana orangnya.
Kita lupa, logam-logam masa silam kita. Dek kerana terlampau merendah diri.
Ruang inilah medan untuk kucari semula logam-logam yang telah kabur dan semakin hilang.

In the year of 2011, Miko & Miki came into Mahfuzah's life as their owner had given them to her. Their presence had brought happiness to the family. It was their first experience to have such active kitties. Mahfuzah took a good care of the two kitties until then, in the month of November 2012, Miki went missing. The absence of Miki was never known by anyone. They thought that maybe it's time for her to go away to meet her Creator or she was taken by someone. Since that, Miko lived all by herself.


Years passed. Miko grew as the only cat in the family. She never pregnant since the past 2 years so she never had kittens and the family never get new members in their family but they don't care much about it. Having Miko in their life is the most precious gift that Allah have ever granted. They are grateful that Miko is still breathing and stayed with them for 4 years. They wished that Miko could stay with them longer. As longer as she can. Biiznillah.

On twenty second of May 2016, was the day Mahfuzah lost her dearest cat, Miko. It did hurt her a lot but she remembered that Allah had said; every soul shall taste death. It is time for Miko to meet her Creator. And so do Mahfuzah herself..soon.