Bismillahirahmanirahim

Assalamu'alaikum





No,we have never met before.
Never know each other.
It's just an accident to meet in a social website


And I thought that she's like the other people who are just stopping by and then gone.
I never have acted like I care about her.
But she does.


Care so much to send this picture with precious quote
The people that she tagged are most probably her besties tapi tersesat aku dekat situ.
What are you trying to tell?




You know what?

All my life I've been dying to have a friend that's always reminds me of Allah and Rasul

To tell me what's wrong what's right

What I should've done what I shouldn't have done

Ajak buat perkara baik sama-sama

Ajak tingkatkan iman dalam diri

Ajak tinggalkan kemungkaran

Ajak buat amalan sunat


But the reality seems like I have to do it all myself

To struggle lawan syaiton syaiton yang menghasut sorang sorang.

Tanamkan semangat sendiri


Memang, kadang-kadang terbabas

because you have to work it out all alone


Because people don't see
They don't see the weaknesses of Mahfuzah
Or maybe they never care


Or I never have reveal the fact that I am in despair



Dari luar nampak kuat

Dalamnya rapuh

But it doesn't matter

'Cause I've taught to be strong. Sejak kecil.
Dengan ujian-ujian yang Allah anugerahkan.


Buat Kamilia,
Terima kasih kerana sudi hadir.

Walau tidak sepanjang masa 'bersama'

Akan aku cuba ingat

Segala kebaikan yang kaulakukan


Dan aku titipkan doa khas

Buat kau

Agar sejahtera selamanya di Akhirat nanti


Kerana berjaya mencairkan air mata yang segigihnya disembunyikan.



Jazakillahu khairan katsira.

Assalamu'alaikum warahmatullah!^^

Apabila ditanya, kenapa buat blog?
Sebenarnya, selain melukis, main kucing, saya juga suka menulis.
Sebab saya seringkali menelaah, mentadabbur kehidupan saya sendiri.
Saya gemar memikirkan hikmah yang terselit di sebalik setiap kejadian.
Saya juga sebenarnya dalam diam-diam, suka memerhati orang sekeliling.
Kemudian, mentadabbur mereka pula. ;)

Disebabkan terlalu gemar berfikir, terasa sesak dada sekiranya tidak dikongsi apa yang saya dapat daripada tadabbur saya..Tetapi saya juga tidaklah suka sangat berkongsi dengan orang. Kerana khuatir mereka tidak berminat mendengar cerita saya. Dan mungkin juga kerana saya lebih suka pendam.
Lalu, blog ini dipilih sebagai ruang untuk mengabadikan suara hati saya.

Dan juga, ruang untuk menyimpan memori-memori lalu.
Kadang, kita lupa kita yang dahulu bagaimana orangnya.
Kita lupa, logam-logam masa silam kita. Dek kerana terlampau merendah diri.
Ruang inilah medan untuk kucari semula logam-logam yang telah kabur dan semakin hilang.

In the year of 2011, Miko & Miki came into Mahfuzah's life as their owner had given them to her. Their presence had brought happiness to the family. It was their first experience to have such active kitties. Mahfuzah took a good care of the two kitties until then, in the month of November 2012, Miki went missing. The absence of Miki was never known by anyone. They thought that maybe it's time for her to go away to meet her Creator or she was taken by someone. Since that, Miko lived all by herself.


Years passed. Miko grew as the only cat in the family. She never pregnant since the past 2 years so she never had kittens and the family never get new members in their family but they don't care much about it. Having Miko in their life is the most precious gift that Allah have ever granted. They are grateful that Miko is still breathing and stayed with them for 4 years. They wished that Miko could stay with them longer. As longer as she can. Biiznillah.

On twenty second of May 2016, was the day Mahfuzah lost her dearest cat, Miko. It did hurt her a lot but she remembered that Allah had said; every soul shall taste death. It is time for Miko to meet her Creator. And so do Mahfuzah herself..soon.