THIS PATH
Posted on Friday, July 19, 2019 @ 7:07 PM < 0 tomodachi >
Bismillahirahmanirahim
Assalamu'alaikum
Few months ago, the people I met said; this path is solely between you and Him.
A month ago, I met a homeless man and he told me; everything starts from you, yourself.
Few weeks ago, I've drown in such a tense situation. Bear in mind that it is depends on me to fight but couldn't afford to do so.
A day ago, a voice told me the same whole thing.
Tonight, I just realized that; all of those unanswered questions are actually sentiasa dijawab. Sejak beberapa bulan yang lepas.
Sebelum timbulnya persoalan.
Sebenarnya Dia dah jawab.
And keeps on repeating the same answer in various ways and situations.
It's just me who refused to see dengan mata hati. Blind from seeing the truth.
The answer is what you see inside the mirror. A reflection of your own self; my own self.
The treasure chest that I'm dying to search for, deep in the ocean —is me.
The key that was lost in the dark seabed —is my own heart.
HE has already provided the light for me to search for the things I needed the most,
But tragically, I chose to close my eyes. Refused to be helped.
And tonight, I cried my eyes out.
For the foolishness I have done.
"Awaklah yang menggenggam diri awak, sebenarnya"
